I have a bad habit of putting everyone else's feelings/desires before my own, which has led to a lot of unnecessary resentment, unhappiness, guilt and anxiety. We spend so much of our time caring about what other people think and how other people feel about our decisions, and I think it's time for a reality check: You have to live YOUR life, make YOUR decisions, and meet YOUR needs if you want to be content. Period. Failure to do so leads to depression, inner rage, and excessive worry---when instead, you could be out in the world doing whatever the hell you want, creating whatever the hell you want, and being whoever the hell you want. That's not to say you shouldn't be a good, generous person who helps and cares about others. It's simply to say that if you abandon yourself, you rob the world and the people in it of the person you really are. You become fake, robotic and bitter...And that is NOT who you really are.
Here are some things you need to stop feeling guilty about and apologizing for:
~ Saying no when the answer is truly no
~ Not doing something for the simple reason of not wanting to do it (This is slightly subjective; don't be an asshole)
~ Dreaming big and setting goals, no matter how scattered or unconventional
~ Taking a break
~ Not working while on vacation or spending time with loved ones
~ Ignoring a text or email when you don't feel inclined to write something worthwhile and meaningful in return
~ Asking for help
~ Being slightly socially inept and/or being an introvert
~ Treating your pets like children
~ Expressing an annoying and incoherent amount of joy (Example: Texting the phrase "ASDFGHJKL" to someone when they tell you something exciting)
~ Your feelings
~ Loving who and what you love
<3 Madison
